in search of EdeN

Saturday, March 18, 2006 { 2:39 AM }

I had this lovely blog site with a name I wanted and a layout I like and entries and all and now that I've missed 'blogging' decided to post an entry, I signed in and the damn f-ing site disconnected me from my blog. I am pissed, wait hold that thought, pissed would be an understatement. What a way for me to start my clone blog with such such and angry resentful post. It's all their fault.

Then again, I've always been told to look for the bright side in things. In this case.... what bright side?! No la actually the bright side hmm.. I wouldnt notice my long (almost 2 weeks) absence in the blogging world and looking back at my old blog it was so dull and mundane, talking about world issues what not. Not that they don't mean anything to me, they do, it's something that I've been passionate about. With my new 'clone blog' as I call it I get to re-personalise myself and be less serious (well maybe occassionally), more personal and more fun haha, self praise is no praise I say. Oh and my sister is going to be blogging with me so yay for that. =)

I had a magical 10 day much needed vacation at the most comfortable luxurious place ever. The service was excellent, and when I say excellent I mean excellent, the food was great the activities planned were thoroughly entertaining. What sort of place you ask? I'm afraid my dear friends that such a place is exclusive, totally exclusive actually it's only exclusive to me. The place - my boyfriend's house laaa if you haven't already guessed.

I stayed over for the whole 10 days of my so-called "reading week", sarcasm inserted because I doubt anyone in my class did much reading. It was a entirely new experience for me. I mean the one-two day sleepovers couldn't for all the chocolates in the world compare to this. I went to bed beside him, woke up beside him, kissed him off to work, had breakfast lunch and dinner together, went out together, stayed in and watched movies together. It was heaven on earth I tell you. I will, of course, leave out the more intimate details and leave that to your imagination, wait strike that DON'T for crying out loud imagine. In other words put, it felt like marriage bliss... whatttt seriously ma it did feel like marriage bliss lol.

The worst part of it all was where he had to send me off at the airport. It was the hardest thing ever to walk away from him and there were so many days that I'd reconsider my coming back to KL but I suppose 'it's all for my own good'. The car ride to the airport was excruciating and during the walk away from him towards the departure gates I just couldn't stop the tears from flowing. I did the whole take a deep breath wooshah thing, didn't help much.

And the more depressing part of this post is that I'm back in KL, been back for almost a week and counting down the days (22 days) to my return of another blissful 10 days. I'm feeling that my body system won't be able to handle these up and downs that change like the weather in Melbourne. I suppose there are things in life that you have to suck it up, smile and walk through.

It's saturday and I've been home. Sad? Not really, I call it unwilling. Oh just an update on what's hip and happening in KL. Tiesto is here, yes THE DJ Tiesto, the god of trance, the master of mixes and turntables. He's on tonight for his Asian Tour coinciding with the F1 Grand Prix here in Sepang. Oh and speaking of which all the top drivers are here Montoya, Alonso, The Scumacher's and the ever good looking Kimi Raikkonen. What a line up. Sadly I won't be attending anything, lack on interest laaa and Lionel Ritchie was here too... damn expensive the tickets RM900 for the bronze seats ok but the plus of attending is the probability (note: probability) of mingling with the stars Michelle Yeoh and the likes.

A pat on the back for a relatively long post. I'm out to dinner.

michelle