Saturday, May 06, 2006
{ 1:38 AM }
It's not all a bed of roses and it's true that that which doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I can say for certain, that I have experienced a lot more than what normal 19 year olds would have. I have been in the 'scene', the unspoken of, where all the hip is happening, where hallucinations creep into minds after minutes of downing whatevers. I know about the underworld, the underground businesses. I know about the black markets, the buying and selling of products. I know and have been to the dens of gamblers. I know where to go,who to call for what you can't get over supermarket counters. Those that have a silent power to destroy. I have heard personally the experiences of many who have come and gone in this dark industry.
Sometimes I think I know too much, too much to the extent that I grew up too fast. It's not a scene I want to be involved in, but it somehow seems inevitable.
Enough of the seriousness. I can never carry that side of me for too long. I am currently psyched about a lot of things.
a. The Veronicas - I indulge in them.
b. The Melbourne shuffle
c. The lovely weather
d. that tomorrow MAY 7th marks a milestone
e. that in less than 2 weeks we'll be a million miles above sea level
f. that in 3 weeks it's home sweet home
Happy 20th Birthday Mr. Boywin Lee. Lost on the surface, but forever you can depend on this pact we made. Have a lovely adult day 'cos seriously you're officially old and no longer a teen. =P
It's not all a bed of roses and it's true that that which doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I can say for certain, that I have experienced a lot more than what normal 19 year olds would have. I have been in the 'scene', the unspoken of, where all the hip is happening, where hallucinations creep into minds after minutes of downing whatevers. I know about the underworld, the underground businesses. I know about the black markets, the buying and selling of products. I know and have been to the dens of gamblers. I know where to go,who to call for what you can't get over supermarket counters. Those that have a silent power to destroy. I have heard personally the experiences of many who have come and gone in this dark industry.
Sometimes I think I know too much, too much to the extent that I grew up too fast. It's not a scene I want to be involved in, but it somehow seems inevitable.
Enough of the seriousness. I can never carry that side of me for too long. I am currently psyched about a lot of things.
a. The Veronicas - I indulge in them.
b. The Melbourne shuffle
c. The lovely weather
d. that tomorrow MAY 7th marks a milestone
e. that in less than 2 weeks we'll be a million miles above sea level
f. that in 3 weeks it's home sweet home
Happy 20th Birthday Mr. Boywin Lee. Lost on the surface, but forever you can depend on this pact we made. Have a lovely adult day 'cos seriously you're officially old and no longer a teen. =P