Wednesday, April 04, 2007
{ 5:45 PM }
My life is funny, then again, whose isn't?
It has a funny way of twisting things around for me. It's almost as if we're in battle, me trying to settle down in comfort, she, constantly reminding me to look outside my comfort zone, putting me to the test.
My life - it's definitely 'interesting', as many have told me, not dull and mundane. That's one side of the coin. Dramatic, exhausting, sickening. That's my side of the coin.
Just when I've reached the highway and can afford to click myself into auto pilot, I hit a pot hole.
It's a good reminder, I feel, though.
A reminder that it never is on auto pilot, life. It should never be.
Even if on a personal level, things are well, we need to convince ourselves that there's more that we can do for this deflating sphere of green and blue we call earth. The comfort zone should not exist.
Until we accustom ourselves to the idea that that 'discomfort' can be a thoroughly satisfying breath of crisp, fresh air, everyday will just be another dull, monotonous day.
Yesterday like today, today like tomorrow, a cycle.
It's all about how you live your life. Everyday is a battle, that's what makes it so much more interesting, so much more worthwhile and challenging to know that you could emerge victorious in the end.
It's Thursday today and I feel so much discomfort.
My life is funny, then again, whose isn't?
It has a funny way of twisting things around for me. It's almost as if we're in battle, me trying to settle down in comfort, she, constantly reminding me to look outside my comfort zone, putting me to the test.
My life - it's definitely 'interesting', as many have told me, not dull and mundane. That's one side of the coin. Dramatic, exhausting, sickening. That's my side of the coin.
Just when I've reached the highway and can afford to click myself into auto pilot, I hit a pot hole.
It's a good reminder, I feel, though.
A reminder that it never is on auto pilot, life. It should never be.
Even if on a personal level, things are well, we need to convince ourselves that there's more that we can do for this deflating sphere of green and blue we call earth. The comfort zone should not exist.
Until we accustom ourselves to the idea that that 'discomfort' can be a thoroughly satisfying breath of crisp, fresh air, everyday will just be another dull, monotonous day.
Yesterday like today, today like tomorrow, a cycle.
It's all about how you live your life. Everyday is a battle, that's what makes it so much more interesting, so much more worthwhile and challenging to know that you could emerge victorious in the end.
It's Thursday today and I feel so much discomfort.