Friday, September 21, 2007
{ 8:31 AM }
There was a moment, one
phase, in my life where I thought love was the most important, the highest priority and that this saddened world needed more of it. Note the past tenses used.
Now, I see and understand personally how complicated and how painful it can get. So please, look not at me to provide and shelter you with love, because I know I can't give it wholly. This lack of faith, trust, hope, whatever you want to call it, has flipped me.
I may love you, you, you and you but be wary of my shields and guards, even the most beautiful of roses have thorns. It'll take some time to strip off, if ever. Let me start over, with a touch of fresh air and hint of mint and lavender to soothe my aching mind.
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Uni's starting soon and as much as I want to spend all my time just traveling and shopping and sightseeing, I can't. So let's pray that this year I will be equally of preferably more hardworking than the year before.
My family's amazing. When tragedy happens, we counter it with an event of grandeur. So while we mourn the death of my late uncle, I congratulate the marriage of my much loved other uncle. So to the two beautiful couples I know who have gotten married despite my absence, I wish you joy, love, patience and all things I wish for my marriage in the future to happen to yours.
We're going clubbing tonight. Whee~