Monday, September 24, 2007
{ 10:26 AM }
Why does she cry even though she resents him so?
When the fragile beating heart, she so faithfully handed to him, has been tossed around so thoughtlessly. When the curves and rapids of time have caused the two of them to drift apart, even if one of them disagrees this.
Is it because she still secretly, although she dare not admit it, loves him or is it because she's succumbed to the fact that this might actually, although having succumb to this thought a million times before, be the end?
Or is it simply because she's crying for herself, for the times that she has allowed herself to feel less important than he or because she has sinned by looking to him as a godly figure and non above him, breaking the first commandment in the rule.
Or is she crying because she's happy, tears of joy and relief that it's over and that she can finally just leave everything, every single time capsule behind and finally, again, although having believed this many times before, move on.
So, why is she crying, the girl with so much to offer, but lacking the ability to give?
So the road ahead might be cold and lonely, but there's always a chance that it might just be breathtakingly beautiful. It's just a matter of perception, love.
Why does she cry even though she resents him so?
When the fragile beating heart, she so faithfully handed to him, has been tossed around so thoughtlessly. When the curves and rapids of time have caused the two of them to drift apart, even if one of them disagrees this.
Is it because she still secretly, although she dare not admit it, loves him or is it because she's succumbed to the fact that this might actually, although having succumb to this thought a million times before, be the end?
Or is it simply because she's crying for herself, for the times that she has allowed herself to feel less important than he or because she has sinned by looking to him as a godly figure and non above him, breaking the first commandment in the rule.
Or is she crying because she's happy, tears of joy and relief that it's over and that she can finally just leave everything, every single time capsule behind and finally, again, although having believed this many times before, move on.
So, why is she crying, the girl with so much to offer, but lacking the ability to give?
So the road ahead might be cold and lonely, but there's always a chance that it might just be breathtakingly beautiful. It's just a matter of perception, love.