Saturday, June 21, 2008
{ 2:32 PM }

Have you ever put so much thought into something that you completely lose track of what the core issue was in the first place?
It's like telling a lie and believing it so much to an extent that it almost is true, losing sight. Opportunity cost - it's such a painful word in context, gaining one thing and losing another. I am so confused, I can't sort my thoughts out right, I'm reasoning with all the wrong reasons, I'm losing sight of what's important.
I know the only person that can help me is myself, but for this once I want someone to command me to do something, like I don't have an alternative, and I do it.