Sunday, June 22, 2008
{ 4:52 PM }
When something terrible happens to me I curl up in bed, dig up all past horrific incidents that have occurred, cry (sometimes) my eyes out, and sleep.
I think that is my fix.
So now, something bad has happened. I am restless, my heartbeat is escalating, my palms are sweaty. What have I done?
I don't think I can fix this.
Let it pass, it is only a feeling, one that control can be exercised over. It's just temporary. So grab hold of those reins and take control of your life. This is what you want, even freedom has a price. Now you've got it so immerse yourself in it, soak yourself completely in it, breathe it in and realise that you've got what you wanted. No more looking back, the streets ahead glow brightly. This is only temporary.